Thursday, January 13, 2011

Children are a work of art

The last few days I have sat in front of my computer, wrote a few sentences then just looked @ the screen not knowing what to type. Maybe a loss for words? No, just the opposite, my thoughts are racing.... I have so many things to say, things I want to shout at the top on my lungs. My concern is that my writings will stop being a personal story, and yet start sounding like a lecture. I am not here to preach, I just want to share the knowledge that has changed my life.  I have spent endless hours researching and attempting to learn the biomedical approach. When I started I had no idea what candida was, or a probiotic (candida is yeast within the body, and a probiotic helps restore the good bacteria into our system).  I would love to share everything I have learned because I feel it offers a sense of hope.... and we all could use a little hope. The last few months have honestly been life altering, and extremely empowering. I wish I could help every autistic child I encounter (even though I know it's not possible).
I guess I have come to a cross road, I have not learned how to let go. I made a decision to not learn to "deal with autism" I choose to walk into the unknown, the world in which so many are skeptical of... the world of biomedical treatment. Biomedical treatment isn't something I have just read about, it is now our way of life.
I have learned something very sad, most people are not open to the idea of biomedical treatment. I am not sure if it is because there are not enough tests recognized by most mainstream doctors, or because most people are afraid of the large challenges a head of them ....  Biomedical doesn't work for every child, but what happens if your child is one of those children that it is successful for? Which ever is the reason for so many being close minded to the idea, it still leaves me with sadness within my soul.
My goal is to recover my daughter... what I mean when I say recover is not what one may think. I am not looking for her to be considered "normal" to the outside world, rather I am attempting to recover her to being the best she is capable of being. If high functioning autism is her best, then that is okay with me...... Children are a work of art, it is our job as parents to turn them into their own personal master piece!



Here is my master piece <3

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